So. In the process of trying to find my second actor I realized I wanted to completely switch the idea to something new. I'm moving my film to represent something that I more closely relate to. I want to change it to a completely new coming out story, something that focuses on the feelings of the person and not on the social outcome. I want to focus on the difficulties that an individual goes through when they are dealing with such an issue. Shifting more towards the perspective of mental health rather than the beauty of the LGBTQ community. I would like to use the influence from my own personal experience to filter into this film. I feel like the process for me was really difficult, and one of the things I used to resort to was dark showers. It's where I would go to think and process my feelings. I found myself having many introverted conversations with myself about the issues that was going through and trying to process my feelings and work out my sexuality. I've decided to incorporate that as part of the story, to be able to use a voice over and introduce a personal connection to the audience. I decided to use social interactions to also move the story, focusing on the characters personal relations and engulfing the audience in the personal interactions to move along the concept of difficulty within the subject. Lately I've been in sort of a creative funk, so I want to show some sort of my feelings throughout my film. I feel like the mood that I have been in lately will be shown with the dark theme of my film. I feel that this is the most appropriate theme for me, and my art and films have always been heavily influence by deeper meanings. I'm starting to feel way more comfortable with my idea. I spoke to my guide, and I was able to develop a full story line. Now I need to finish my script.
Let's see what happens.
XOXO Media Nerd
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